weks

it's been a while since the last time i wrote my bloggie.... uhm... many things happened. many difficulties i've past... oh ya the newest thing about my blog now, i try to write in english, b'coz something i don't want to happend was happen in may english class today, it just dissapointed me so. if you find many mistakes in my writing, please correct it or be patient with those :D

uhm... what to talk yah...

many people said that i just like a lil'kid. i don;t act properly with my age. i don't thing like many people in my age. i i never thing about every people feel, i just thing about my own feel.

i don't know why anyway.. it's just me... if i can and if it's supposed to and if should to... i will call my adultness... "hey, adult linda came here... ur late u know"

yeee... it's just a raww news... since i follow the ldk last week yah.. i got another meaning of adultness. adultness is a situation when u can control ur surounding. hah... what a cool thing to do. when u able to control ur surrounding u must know ur surrounding, when u know ur surrounding it's mean u know their position, u can make urselve in their position n thing about their difficulties and heppiness. so u can make a good decision or best lah , to make everybody happy. ehm.. like making a nested looping of if condition as fast as u can... if i do this so this person will happy or not.. else if i do this this person will what... argh... it's just to complecated fot me...

thingking abour everybody's tought is just not me. i'm the one who is not sensitive about my surrounding. ehm... once i tought.. ah... what the hell lah.. why sould i grow up, just for making my brain working more to thing about anything else..

i found the answer for that question... if you want to be you have succed and became rich to be the one who have more, the one who can leader many people, the one who can be the weapon in every battle, u have change and grow to an adult person... weks..

i will try lah... yeah... what i need now is a strong motivation lah...

to be cont....