Perjuangan...

yop... yop...
balik lagi ke blogger... my sweet bloggie.. ha ha ha...
cerita na lah sampe mana yah?
sekarang lagi jaman abis uts, nilai yang keluar... uhm seperti na turun neh dibanding ama semester lalu punya, gawat neh... jangan turun terus dunk nilai na....
oh ya tadi baru liat2 student... oh ternyata ip gua 3.3 , oh my god, selama ini kirain 3.4.. toeng toeng.. salah itung dunk gua...??? kurang bgt yah... uhm .. must cia youu then....

live is struggle.. ntah napa lagi kepikiran kata2 itu.. nga ada hambatan nga akan berjuang, nga akan berkembang,... n ada banyak flow berikut nya lagi... kemaren baru aja abis wawancara mau jadi pengurus... menurut saya wawancara nya hanyalah penegasan saja, saat2 menulis jadwal wawancara dan menuggunya adalah saat yang paling menguji mental, pada saat itu kita seperti ditanya balik, apakah saya dibutuhkan?

dari sejak saat pembukaan penulisan jadwal wawancara, mulai banyak teman teman seperjuangan yang memutuskan untuk tidak melanjutkan, untuk pertama tama saya sangat merasa sedih, but.. dipikir2 mereka pasti punya pertimbangan sendiri, dari pada dipaksa malah jadi apel busuk -> dari sini lah test na berlangsung...

sering bertanya, apakan dengan kedua tangan dan satu otak yang pas pas an ini bisa melakukan pergerakan, how? bagaimana bisa? tentu saja saya nggak bisa melakukan nya sendiri, saya hanyalah seorang manusia biasa, mang nya dewa kale?? ha ha ha.. tapi saya optimis, dengan bncc, bncc yang merupakan kumpulan orang-orang yang mempunyai satu visi n misi itu lah yang bisa bersama2 mencapai mimpi itu bersama- sama.... ya ngak seh?? ketutan selalu ada... tapi amit2 jangan sampai saya jadi apel busuk.... dengan bantuan yang di Atas, senior2... dan semua na ....... amen...

bion mulai minggu depan... mudah2 an sukses neh... amen deh.... cia youuu semua na... sekarang kerja tugas dulu deh lah yah... ha ha ha..... thaaa

my b'day

hauhauhauhauhauh, tadi liat si i lagi nge blog, jadi ingat nih blog gua yang lah basi dari jaman jebod....
yup 2day is my b'day, sekarang lah lewat sejam seh...
tadi byk yang selamatin , seneng seh ,serasa artis dalam sehari...
tadi ada jgua yang dateng... anak2 bncc:D :D :D, walau besok ujian, masih ada aja yah acara gini2an.. ck ck ck ck... padahal gua termasuk juga yang rada males ikut rombongan penggrebek 00:00... ck ck ck jadi terharu.. thx yah
yang lbh terharu lagi , temen ga yang dari gang jaman jebod masih inget bok ,padahal gua aja lah lupaaA????

sekarang umur gua udah 19??? ada yang laen ?? ada yang barubah??? secara garis besar seh gua gak gitu rasa yah?
tapi semenjak masuk bncc, gua ada ngerasa kok:D udah tambah dewasa dikit lah dibanding dulu:D di ingat2 kl dulu jaman smu.. auhauhau, lah cengeng, gampang nganbekan ( -> well yang ini masih seh :D)

review masa lalu -> 19 thn gua lom lahir seh, gua lahir na siang bolong kok , tapat na tanggal 19 April 1986 jam 12.30pm, di rumah bersalin kl gak salah di daerah sunter.. gua lahir normal, tapi gak ASI an..

thn berganti thn....

sekarang gua udah 19 thn... oh my GOD

lah tua man....

weks >,<

target thn depan:
kuliah baek2 ip>3
deket terua ama Tuhan:D
deket ama keluarga .... uhm uhm uhm
deket ama teman2 ( terutama temen2 bncc, biar kompak:D )
sukses ama langkah2 hidup
semangat terus...
enteng jodoh.... ha ha ha ha.. apa lagi???

kyk na byk deh.. buset deh ngantuk deh gua.... bobok dulu ah... untung besok gua gak ada uts.. cia youuu uts gua....

wah lah lama yah

eng ing eng... sekarang udah semester dua saudara2... hauhuhauha
udah lama gua gak tulis blog neh.. maaf yah blog... bukan maksud ku lagi gak mellow aja hauhau
oh yah ip gua 3.2 tipis seh, yeeeah wutever lagh... masih idup kok:d
di kelas sekarang lah mulai sibuk ini n itu... setiap mata kuliah pasti ada tugas kelompok.. kelompok juga gak beda2 lah dari biasa nya.. bosen seh tapi apa boleh buat anak nya cuman 32 orang seh..
di semester ini gua liat seh kl sma na mpot2 an bisa parah abis nya ada mata kulaih kimia, math ama fisika seh.. diliat2 seh mang gak jauh beda, cuman kimia na aja yang beda... lebih ke arah bahan nya aja .. dan mestinya gua sekranag lagi kerjin peer nya tapi gua malah browsing gak jelas dari tadi pulang kuliah

kuliah lah berlangsung sekitar 2 minggu tapi gua masih aja sedikit linglung, dalam minggu ini gua udah 2 kale salah jadwal yang satu telat yang satu ( tadi siang ) kecepatan .... dsar .. aneh2 aja

akhir2 ini juga lagi bete.. barusan tadi siang gua marahin orang yang gak gua kenal abis na dia nangkring di eskalator, kalo jalan seh gak masalah, ini ceritana eskalator nya lagi mati.. kebayang gak seh?? orang liat eskalator mati aja udah dongkol, liat macet lagi jalan nya gara2 ada orang yang nangkring d tengah jalan.. omg lah...

wah wah wah temperament gua masih jelek neh parah... percuma deh CB gua dapet A....

oh ya, gua ada beli komik simpson.. hauhauh kocak abis.. senang nya ada jgua di jakarta, bisa seh langganan, tapi mahal bgt bok.. najong lah... hauahua

oh ya kemaren2 gua jgua ikutan ini quiz di bawah , untung nya otak gua masih 57% ce, hauhau tipis bgt.. hahau

haiya don't know what to talk more.. i have to finish my hw anyway.. so guys.. go luck n hava a nice day:D :D :D

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glegh

omg.. it's true ... huh.. dunno wut to do ... mellow..:(
go straight on that street linda, c the light over there.. u'll find and catch ur own butterfly... weks.. >.<
wake up dude...

ok ok

today is sunday, a day to people to say hello to God, n go to His house, praise Him n thank Him... i don't go to the church in every week, usually, i'm to lazy to wake up in a very early day. but today when i wake up at 6am, and want to go to church; the rain pouring down, damn.. so i think i might go in the second ceramony at 8am, but i and lai seems to be to tired yah... so i don't want to bother them. mybe i will go letter at 5pm.. maybe lagh..

ok ok.. yesterday i had a KSI examination, yes i had done it well.. "A" is not imposible for me.. huahuauah. what a happy thing... i saw one of my friend... XX... i'm not cheating ok, i just look at his/her paper in a far away, he/she done it not well i think, i didn't write fluently, he just starring at the task paper, not like the others who was never stop writing ( like me done like that to, because i think i hava to write everthing that i know and everthing that i understood ). i just... uhm uhm.. 'lil bit feel bad about him..

oh yah oh ya.. i kinda like the KSI, for u who don't know what KSI is a state of Konsep Sistem Infomasi, it's just the concept of a business which running in electronic ways. it'cool.. altough the book is very think it's about 450 pages and written in english... i study it all, yee.. not every pages seh..many words that i don't understand.. hahhaha.. but i still try to study it lah... it 'lil bothering me when we hava an examnination in english altough we using an english book, sometimes i know the answer, but i don't realise that the task is asking me about that.. hahhaha.. thx God it did't happenned in the last examination. i have a big expectation in this lesson. i hope i can get an A in my final score.. i hope... huahuahua...

oh yah.. i start to borrow comics again yesterday, hah. try to cheer myself after the 3 examination.. coz the examination will start again in the 2nd odf feb. hahahha... i borrowed 4 comics and all of them is a " serial cantik one " wah...
uh uhm yah.. let's back top the past fo a while.. i start to read comics when i was ...uh uh.. i think like 1 grade of elementary school.. i won't denay taht i don't like "serial cantik", hahahhahah.. but it's kinda funny u know, coz usually that kine of comic is telling us about teenage story(14-15), something like that age. and the story have a template too... usually is telling us about the coolest guy in the school who in the end will falling in love with an ordinary girl.. and they live happyly ever after.. what a girl story... hahahha when i was in an elemtary school, i tought that kind of thing is real.. hahhaha ... oh ya my favorite comoics is "dunia mimpi" and "RG vega" whut a comics lah... a good comi is a comic who has a good story and able to make us thingking about the meaning of the story. i though that japans are really good in it.. not only the detail of the story but also teh story... uhm like miko... the story is very light and the drawing is so simple, but it's very funny and has a big meaning in it.. hahahah..

what to tell yah.. uhm.. i think i have to do my english task right now.. nad start to study PTI... you now what.. i like PTI too.. altough i don't know much abotut computer.. this lesson helping very much to know more about tech.. isn't cool.. hahahha

and the war....

yes, the war has begun. today i have face my first war... english for technics is my first area which i have to attact if i want to graduate my semester. i've done my best.. huahuah, we'll se then... uhm uhm uhm about my lecturer.. i feel bad with ger.. don't know how to solve the problem, i mad at myselve because i'm not that wisdom to make a decision to make everyody happy. how yah? how yah? but in the end i always leave the problem finished by the invisible hand, in other words just do nothing. that's not a wisdom act to do. if you image it as a step in a battle war; the step that i took is a coward one, i don't want to be a coward human in all of my live. uhm uhm uhm, if someone have some idea how to change it,please? some people say it just one off many things that u'll get in your live, but when anyway, you wouldn't get it if you don't want to search it. how yah ? how yah?? ->> yeah.. i didn't again.

what to say yah... back to my duty. as a fund kid and publish kid in the BION 2005.. i have a big responsibility. from 3 project in publish thing, i have done the 2 of them, and the other still in negatiation time. uhm.. but i just won't feel satisfied before i see the advertising in the media.. i won't feel satisfied until the EXPO happened lah. i hope and i'm sure that the expo will be succed:D... amen.

uhm... ups.. i got a bad news just now, from my classmate astrid, the lecturer sent her an sms ,she said that our score is very2 not good.. omg... astrid got 55??? how but me??
oh ya let me tell u something about my class.. PAX, it's our class. it's consist of 32 peoples... one of them is astrid/acid.... she's a k-pop maniac.. omg lah.. if u see her face when she is talking about shinwa... huahauhuah.. not stop hits... she tried to contamitate my mind with k-pop too.. but she failed.. hahauhuahuha... not i hate them, it just i'm to lazy to admiring many boys who put make up more than me.. hahahhahah.. jk jk jk... opps, i think the time for study has came.. byee... wish me luck

nyooo...

tomorrow... yeah tomorrow... the day... hahhahhahah
UAP day...hah... wish me luck everybody..
uhm uhm uhm..
what to talk yah..

i feel quite ok, don't know why..
honestly i'm not a master in c++... not at all lah..
but i think that everything would be just ok 'n fine
but deep inside my hearth i know, i feel a 'lil bit nervous... hahaahha.. what the hack lah...

oh ya... today is idul adha day... greeting for all who celebrate in:D
many goat died today but it doesn't metter hahahahaha...

if someone of u who know why the moslem celebrating idul adha.. please tell me, i just want to know; coz' when i ask madam about this, she didn't explain in.. she said it's a long story, i quess she just to lazzy to told me about it...

yah ... back to study.. :d